No matter how hard I try to run from it.
You’re always there.
No matter who I’m with… I always wish it was you instead.
You’re always in my head.
I see my life with you… having a family… laughing… and sharing all of those memories… they’re all with you.
If I can’t have that - then I feel like I’m just going to be ME for the rest of my life.
Single.
Sure, I’ll meet guys….
But you’re the one that I love… and want…

A part of me wants that to fade away so I can not dwell upon it.
But a HUGE part of me doesn’t want that to ever go away.
I don’t want you to go away.
I want you in my life.
You are MY Love, MINE! All mine… nobody elses, remember?
You were made for me, as I was made for you.

Our hands - they fit… perfectly.
The way you touch me - indescribable.
The way you hold me… and love me…. I don’t want that to go.
I didn’t want any of this to go. 

We didn’t even finish our list of things we were going to do…